tell you what , had enough of it .
im confused . with lot of problems in my life right now .
it is not only just because of you .
it's true i can resist you , im addicted to you .
you are my addiction . and yes , i need you here with me .
but you are gonna be someone 's soon .
what should i do ? is this what is call retribution ?
fine , let me tell you , i get jealous easily when you are close with someone else ..
but , my sadness is due to my life problems too ! don't make me go crazy again .
i don't know who to turn to right now .
swear , it's hard forgetting you ..
and you are doing what i did to you the last time ..
it's true we are forbidden to be together .
but now , i seriously don't know what to do .
your friends ask you to avoid me , but you didn't .
you said you are willingly to be by my side no matter what .
let people say what they wanna say ..
even the one i trust , can't help me anymore .
hmm .. let me be , im stubborn , i chose this way .
you said it's because of me , my lies , we ended up this way .
im sorry . and yeah , i was unprepared for this mess .
unexpected things do happen .. i find the way in , now i have to find the way out ..
things won't happen the way it's supposed to be .. but now , all i wanted is to see you happy .
because , once you are happy , i am ..
sincerely crazy ,
FAFA
