hah . Wow . Thanks for the love at my tagboard .. Hmm , yeah . I knw what i did .. I can't open my heart .. Im sorie . I need to be like this . I guess . It my life and i knw u want , what is best for me . But , i won't listen . I can't resist the stupidity in me of making choices . Let me be this way . Im stubborn , yes , i know . What to do . I am what i am . Just support me in whatever desicion i make . Pls , i beg you . There is nothing more i can do . And you , it is painful .. You just don't realise that im a human and i have feelings too ..